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Wednesday, February 25, 2009

lists...

I saw this story on npr's website and wanted to share it.  As y'all know, I'm a list-maker.  I have them everywhere: around my apartment, in my office, in my recipe box, on postcards and letters.  These are my reasons for making lists:

  • Because I feel anxious when I have too much in my head to hold onto.  

  • Because I want to acknowledge that there is constantly a lot to be grateful for, and I don't want those people, places, things, and events to go unnoticed.

  • To break huge ideals into attainable realities.  My resume says I want to be a catalyst for positive change and support energy and environmental justice in Appalachia.  How the heck could one person do that?  Lost of folks do sooo much more than I do.  Making my small daily lists at work is parallel to acknowledging that just as there are lots of small tasks to do to bring our ideals into existance (or bring existance closer to our ideals), too there are lots of small people--ordinary folks--whose combined power adds up to a movement. 
  • To check things off.  I'm addicted to tasks.  I love ticking off boxes.
  • To ramble in a (relatively?) concise way.

10 Reasons Why We Love Making Lists


What's On Your List?

What lists would you like to see? The 6 Most Colorful Characters in Congress? My 5 Favorite Yellow Things? Three Movies That Deserve a Sequel (But Don't Have One Yet)? Tell us in the comments section below.

 
 

NPR.org, February 24, 2009 · Why is it that everywhere you turn there's a list for this or that?

On Facebook, friends recently began posting 25 Random Things About Me — which bloggers have been doing for years. Now some people are lambasting the listiness while others are shortening it to a more manageable 3 Random Things (3 Places I Have Lived or 3 TV Shows I Watch).

Other Facebook and MySpace lists abound: 6 Great Books. 8 Favorite Songs. 7 Reasons to Hate … Whatev.

David Letterman's Top 10 List has become a bona fide art form. And there's a list of Top 5 Musicians on Twitter floating around.

Everyday parlance is littered with lists: laundry, grocery, honey-do. When Dick Cheney was asked by then-presidential candidate George W. Bush to find him a suitable running mate, Cheney did what all pols would do: He drew up a short list. (And then he wound up as the VP pick.)

"Enough organization, enough lists and we think we can control the uncontrollable," observed a character on the TV show House. By now you would think there are enough lists. But still we keep jotting things down in an orderly fashion.

Why do we love lists? Let us count the ways:

1. Lists bring order to chaos. "People are attracted to lists because we live in an era of overstimulation, especially in terms of information," says David Wallechinsky, a co-author of the fabulous Book of Lists, first published in 1977 and followed by subsequent editions. "And lists help us in organizing what is otherwise overwhelming."

2. Lists help us remember things — at the hardware store, for the vacation trip, Christmas presents. The One Planet Education Network, or OPEN, is a global online education content provider that counts Harvard and Columbia universities as clients. OPEN also swears by lists. "Checklists help you remember what you have done and what you have to do," the curriculum reminds the students.

3. Most lists are finite. They don't usually go on and on. And if they do, you can skip to the bottom of the list. The Internet Movie Database, for instance, lists its "bottom 100 movies as voted by users." The winner — er, loser — is Zaat, a 1975 sci-fi fiasco.

4. Lists can be meaningful. The Steven Spielberg classic Schindler's List is based on the true story of a German businessman who used a list of names to save more than 1,000 Jews from the concentration camps. It is ranked eighth on the American Film Institute's 2007 list of 100 top American films of the past 100 years.

5. Lists can be as long or as short as necessary. Jamie Frater, a New Zealand opera singer, maintains a list-keeping site called The List Universe. Recent posts include "20 Great Quotes from Ronald Reagan" and "Top 10 Codes You Aren't Meant to Know." A list, Frater says, should be "as long as is necessary. Some lists need be only a few lines an item, others a few paragraphs. I seldom write more than one paragraph, but occasionally the need arises to do so." Frater adds, "This question is a bit like asking an artist: 'When is the painting finished?' It is when it is."

6. Making lists can help make you famous. Notable list makers include Thomas Jefferson, Peter Mark Roget, Martha Stewart and Benjamin Franklin. "A methodical and wry man," wrote Franklin biographer Walter Isaacson in Time magazine, "Franklin loved making lists. He made lists of rules for his tradesmen's club, of synonyms for being drunk, of maxims for matrimonial happiness and of reasons to choose an older woman as a mistress. Most famously, as a young man, he made a list of personal virtues that he determined should define his life."

7. The word "list" can be tracked back to William Shakespeare, according to the Oxford English Dictionary. In Hamlet, the Bard refers to "a list of landlesse resolutes."

8. Lists relieve stress and focus the mind. "Lists," sociologist Scott Schaffer told The Oregonian newspaper, "really get to the heart of what it is we need to do to get through another day on this planet."

9. Lists can force people to say revealing things. In his 25 Random Things roster, former California Gov. Jerry Brown reveals that his favorite cereal is ... Flax Plus Multibran.

10. Lists can keep us from procrastinating. We put this one off until the end. Making a list enables us to get our heads around really big tasks — and helps us tackle the work one aspect at a time. But a list is only useful if it reveals a truth, solves a problem or leads to action. Making a list, for instance, does not necessarily help procrastinators. As DePaul University psychologist Joseph Ferrari told Psychology Today in 2008, people don't put off work they must do because they lack list-making skills. And, in turn, making a list does not get the job done.


Grateful list:

-sleepy music (Vienna Teng's song about winter)

-crocuses--oh, dear spring.

-eyesight

-clean water

-kind responses to my letter to the editor about "Our Belongings"

-mornings, sunrises

-mud

-....did someone say healthcare reform? 

-the opportunity to work with such amazing community folks on energy issues

-houseplants

-food, cranberries in particular

-mixed cds

-daily hikes

Saturday, February 14, 2009

this town...

This town has seen much recently

Warm sunny days that made us dream about swimming
iced over days that made us beg for warmth
rainy days
wildly stormy days that shredded our already battered forests
a temperature range of 66 degrees in the last month

and that's about what it was like to remember Zack today.

we laughed, we cried and every little pit stop in between the two
a friend said "I've felt the entire range of emotions this week"

and still there are snow drops

Zack's mom said this was his home now,
he belonged in Kentucky
when he was visiting his old home
in Oakland last
he found it too loud
too bright
and missed a tinier place
she said

his drumming teacher said
his heart goes out
to the family
and close friends
but more
to those who never got the chance to meet this sunbeam

a friend of his said that he was like a shooting star
with a trail so bright
we all wanted more

I agree

but I think he was maybe more like a firecracker
because he touched a lot of people

not only was he planning to find the carbon footprint
of the city of berea this summer
it turns out,
but he was planning a trip to
Argentina
and a million other small journeys
on the way to healing
people and the earth

wow.

We sang I'll fly away and planted the first tree
in the orchard he was designing
friends gave him a zombies vs. humans
nurf gun salute
his family thanked everyone for loving him
saying that he was so bright
because of this place and the community he found here

they were so amazingly grateful
that they got to have him for so much of his life
and that when he left
he landed in a place like this

which reminds me that,
yes,
there is [a long] winter
but it brings snowdrops

and then there is spring

I wish Zack Sieben more than a peaceful resting place.

I wish him
an earth thumping-drum pounding,
wild dancing,
justice seeking,
green and growing,
place to be

we will carry his passion...
as soon as we've all had a bit of sleep

I snuggle in tonight
knowing that spring will come
and then there will be dancing.

Friday, February 13, 2009

the tree

I called jessa

and said

I'm sitting at the top of our favorite oak tree.

She said

Awww, cool.

Then I said,

And what do you think that means?

It fell, aw man.

 

Yep

 

Feels about like we all do

A bit busted up

 

It bows in tribute to a fallen steward.

 

If a tree falls in the woods and no one hears it

Has it really fallen?

If a young man passes in his sleep and no one was ready

Is he really gone?

 

The sunset was beautiful.

I just let it go...

Didn't try to catch it all up with my camera

 

Acceptance is slow, but relieving.

 

I have no other words to weave,

The tree did the talking on this one.

 

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

what matters

The day outside is twisted up in breezy gusts.
there is a weight on the hearts in this town
many were touched by a young man who has left us

a week or so we were bundled up
and iced over
and without power
and today it seems that we've had the wind knocked out of us

yes, his housemates--they're okay (as much as they can be)
hard for me to imagine
what the place feels like now
just monday it was brimming with music, food, and dirty dishes.

and now it lies empty, hoping only to weather the incoming storm.

i tell you not in nostalgia or with rose-colored glasses that this person
was
more alive than most of us
that this person
was inspiring to work with
that Zack was one of the most optimistic activists I've ever had the honor to know

in the last storm we were all forced to loosen our white-knuckled grip on our too-full to-do lists
and just be
warm
and
fed.

now this week, again, I wonder what all of this is about
it's hard to sit in this office and do the work to be done
hard even though I know that Zack wouldn't miss a minute of action for justice
he's stronger than I am

all I can do in this moment is pause...
and acknowledge that I was touched by the spirit of a person who has gone on

the voices I overhear from the cubicle walls chatter about impending weather
... rumors that more high winds are on their way
well, I'm not sure there is much left that hasn't been tied town

all we can do is rest in this storm's eye.

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

Coal Dust Explosion

http://www.startribune.com/local/38868027.html?elr=KArks:DCiUHc3E7_V_nDaycUiD3aPc:_Yyc:aULPQL7PQLanchO7DiU

This story (along with the others piling up lately) brings me nearly to tears.  When will we learn?  How many coal disasters does it take to wake up a nation (and world)?  I won't be heading to DC, but I whole-heartedly support those planning to participate in Power Shift lobbying and civil disobedience <http://www.powershift09.org/splash>.

Tuesday, February 03, 2009

Coal River Wind Petition

I'll reflect more later, but wanted to share this link with y'all:

http://climategroundzero.org/

Know that my heart is well today.  It is snowing sideways and I'm giddy with excitement about an Energy and Empowerment project this Spring semester.  The Health in Appalachia class is working with Kentucky Environmental Foundation to create a Community-Based Research project to learn more about regional health providers' knowledge, perspectives, and assumptions about the effects of coal-fired power plants.  I'm just tickled to see this project moving forward.  I can't wait to drop in on the class when my work schedule allows and learn more about this important issue. 

Also, my amaryllis opened on Sunday.  It is so beautiful.  I am grateful for that. 

Moreover, when I get the chance there are a few poems I might share... one about peanut butter sandwiches and irony. 

Love to y'all.
m

quick grateful list:
-flowers
-people looking out for air quality
-yummy lunch (thanks Rene!)
-sister reflections
-mandolin pickin'...and landlords who don't mind a basement full of bluegrass
-clean water to drink
-the woods near Brushy Fork creek... and their beauty
-home canned food
-healing, slow as it is
-Alanis M... who writes the most fantastical story songs for hearts in transition.
-earplugs to sleep well through noisy heaters
-Krystal Mae for being so darn sunny
-the promise of a roller skating party soon