rainy February day
And alas, in case I didn't remember
Comes today
Rain and gray
Lingers me in my morning bed
Last week drunk on springtime
Falling over
Tears for crocuses
Sunrises
Warm breezes
Back porch speech writing joy
Bouncing from one pie, valentine's hand towel, rally to the next
So much so that for some reason today's low wasn't expected
When I don't feel like there's deep enough to grab on to and touch
my vulnerable, weathering, tumbled personhood
my small tiny place in all of this
the way the wind blows me
then comes today
and in a quiet voice commands me to remember
to still and step back
to be that encompassing acceptance of myself
that is steadily rooted
patiently to withstand any storm
potted in a love bigger than my own
in a place I can claim no ownership of or definitive knowledge about